spring fever.

i think im back on my wavelength, as alena would put it.

two months ago i asked for commitment and you said no
and i regretted every second of it.
"i thought you were done with him" she said
apparently we had some unfinished business.
because the truth is i havent stopped thinking about it since we broke it off.
youre interesting,
youre interested.
you put me back in my summer mindset.
i love summer.
and the greatest part is, in summer i dont care what happens.

i cant wait to watch you fail. and everyone will be telling everyone else i told ya so...cunt.

saint patrick's day: it is the closest that the irish will ever get to christmas.
i love the office too.

and i think this is the end of the blog for awhile. no one needs to know everything. its what consciences and dreams and the last five minutes of every class period are for- to think. and if i want to write, ill write. and if i want to think, ill think.
and one last thing: new york city. and florida with turned off phones and waves and boys. all within three weeks. best april ever.