i shouldnt be talking about being bipolar. i change my mind just as much as you change yours. i just dont let you know it. this is all a little too real. lets stop talking about it and just do it. it scares me to talk. i dont like to text about it. your texts scare me and kinda weird me out. and a picture? REALLY. i think not. haha no no no no way. and i think its comforting knowing i could change my mind at any moment i feel uncomfortable and just say no. but would i?
im telling you. i want things i cant have. and the moment i get them i stop wanting them.