umm.

let me tell you that i recognize this is a bad decision and take complete fault for whatever actions i make. i dont know how i feel right now. i feel like i am your last resort. like there were no girls at college that wanted you. but either way its not long term. definitely not long term so whatever. cant hurt to try it i guess. and now im talking to this other kid and hes funny and stuff. and ugh idk. i think ill feel better once i see you. but sometimes you just weird me out/kinda scare me with the way you talk when were not in person. i was shaking for a good 20 minutes when i was talking to you. you just do that to me. idk. i think it will be fun tho. haha lots of fun i hope.
and the other thing is, the other kid started talking to me cuz he was concerned about me. i told you what happened and you kinda blew it off, like ohh well. ugh. oh well.