I’m told that time slipping by is a bastard, Making its coat of our sorrows.

i miss crew and i wanna go back and i wanna be back in the A boat and i wanna go to school tomorrow and it's just not fair. And i want people to stop being bitchy especially people in my family because it seems like everyone took and extra large bitch pill tonight especially grammy. just shut the fuck up and do NOT compare me to a fucking hippo. and i miss you. ugh i miss you so much and i wish you were here and i wish youd come home for a weekend and we could just have you and me day and i could cheer you up. and i just miss my old life. life a month ago. life 10 months ago when we talked and talked and matt and alena were still together and matt and me were still good friends and just.. either one. its just gone. and i want it back.