map.

your sending me mixed signals and its driving me insane.
i ugh. i really like you. but im not going to wait. but i cant picture myself with anyone besides you. and its like idk. i feel like you go for what you cant have. but idk i could be reading too much into things like always. but. whenever i think of my life or something i might wear or buy i picture you standing there too. and its weird. but its just the way my mind works i guess. and i dont mind it. i actually like it. but in a sense, it probably gives me false hope...not that ive come to expect anything from you. the only thing ive come to expect is the unexpected. your completely bipolar. katy perry defines you. but it keeps me on my toes. and though it does drive me crazy and makes me nervous and sometimes sad, i dont think id be happy any other way. and i care what happens. but i dont expect anything to.