uncle.

i feel bad for you. i know its hard. but i like, really looked up to you. you helped me with mark and mom and now youve gone and done it to yourself. but i guess its a disease and its not youre fault. i dont know. i guess im just a little disappointed. i dont know who to look up to i guess. i mean i have tommy and erica but theyre gonna be half way around the world soon. you were my favorite out of the aunts and uncles. and its like..oh. and i dont know how to react or act around you. and i hate that.